>AlWaYz HeRe<<

I need to let thiz outta my mind..
Juz read up n u'll know wads up..

I dunno y i have to face thiz feelin time n again..
I guezz thiz iz lyfe fer a guy like me..Hmm..
Only to help abit here n there..
Lendin a listening ear or a shoulder to lean on..
But maybe thatz what i am fer in thiz lyfe..
To onli juz be a great fren n all i can tink of..
Even when lyfe has been unfair to me..
Where i have to find out tingz i wish i never have to know..
The lies..Being cheated..N stuff..Haizz..
I have gone thru too much..
N i guezz all i can do now iz to live lyfe lyk i used to before..
Nufin more i can say..
Juz have to be me..

>ItZ jUz mE<

Heylo i'm finally here to rite up a post n itz kinda 1am..So yar itz the best tyme..Haha..Had been quite long since i wrote one..Itz gonna turn a year soon since i left skul n been in the army..A nurse i am to be n a driver now in army..How fast tyme goes but how much tingz can happen during thiz amount of tyme..I wonder why..Hmm..

So yar many tingz have been happenin around me everywhere..The onli ting that never change iz me..The usual old self bein alone in every single day..But wad i have been doin iz sumhow by helpin around sum frenz by listenin to their problemz..I love what i am doin now n even pick up sum stuff bout lyfe here n there from the events of lyfe..

Ermm..Sumfin interesting i have to say iz i have been chosen to go to Australia fer trainin from 8 Nov-28 Nov..I was shocked coz i dunno y of all the guyz den i am chosen..Summore itz free n yar we get the last few day fer us to relax n go shoppin..Haha..

Btw..Been tinkin bout lyfe afta NS n wad i'm gonna do n stuff..Tinkin of either werkin in IMH(More pay n more relax) or NUH(More used to werkin dere n more frenz)..N yep tink of gettin myself a weekend car maybe..N more new stuffs to come..So stay tuned..Haha..

Okay den..I have to go oredi..No idea when i'll drop by to post again..So tc..N yar to all my frenz stay gud to each other..No point fighin over small stuff..Clear all the misunderstandingz..Stay happi..Bubbye den..Itz me signin out.. =)

-WaItIn FeR mY OwN TaYlOr sWiFt-

-i WaNdEr iF ItZ u-

WhIsTlInG AwAy

Hey peepz..Thought i should drop by to post a blog on wads up fer a while..Been quite a while since i wrote sumfin bout me..Plenty of tyme to blog cumer no mood ngan lazy je..Hehe..

Erm..I finally completed my driving course last Friday and 2nite i will be booking in lyke i used to..Had been njoyin stayin out which is the 8am-5pm basis though..Itz tyme to stay in camp again n yar bye2 to weekday shows n late nite sleepin..Haha..Btw..Now all the responsibility iz on me..I have to drive alone to places i never went b4 by my own onli with directions i tink from a piece of route map..Haha..Sure to lose my way at least once coz i am pretty damn bad at directions..Haha..But then i will try my best to have as much fun as i can..

Btw..Last Saturday went out to Bugis to do sum window-shoppin n relaxing of my mind..N guezz wad i wanted to have dinner at Raffles Hospital Banquet n i terserempak wif Suhaimi n Nysa..Den i joined them so we had a chat n soonafter ternampak Haikhal plak..A big coincidence rite..Haha..Ended up we joined Haikhal n hiz SM frenz to go for sheesha..Had quite a lot of fun..

Aniway..Fer da whole of the week that juz passed..I got my GST money 100 bucks..Spent it buying pizza fer da whole family..Buying myself a pair of jeans n two pieces of tees..Melampau ehk mentang2 ader duit kn..Haha..N not to ferget ytd i went out wif Muzhaffar n Sufiyan to catch a movie at The Cathay..The Haunting In Connecticut..It was a damn cool n scary show until there was sumone terpekik kejap den most of us in the theatre laughed..Haha..

And yar..I have been listening to quite a few Malay songz which i dun usually listen to nowadayz..Berjiwang lah dikatakan..But itz meaningful n very soothing to listen to at tymez..

To wrap up my post i would lyke to say that:
IN LYFE,IN DREAMS N IN LOVE THERE IZ NOTHING THAT IZ IMPOSSIBLE...

~FiR~SiGnInG OuT~

May His Music Live Forever...

TRIBUTE TO THE KING OF POP 'MICHAEL JACKSON'

(1958-2009)

AN INSPIRATION TO ALL

HE IS AN ALL-TIME MUSIC LEGEND

HIS MUSIC AND LEGACY WILL LIVE FOREVER

The LuCk I Will Never Have

Hey peepz..Itz me here feeling happy,excited,sad n lotz more..I guezz itz normal fer a person lyk me to go thru all thiz..

So guezz wad..I juz passed my tp test ytd n officially got my military driving license..Hahax..I got abit nervous fer the test and my mind was not thinking straight coz of a msg i got rite b4 the test..But with God's Will,i passed my test...WoOhOo!!!I felt relax now knowing i passed..No more pressured tests..Haha..

So wad i have been doing the past few weekends huh..I guezz i have been chillin out myself at the cinemas watchin movies..I am used to watching alone coz my frenz are bz wif their gfs so i dun mind..I watched (Star Trek)(Angels & Demons)(Terminator Salvation)(Blood:The Last Vampire)..N yar will watch (Drag Me To Hell) 2day..Hehe..

I tink itz rite if i have to fade away or dissapear if i know i shud..Coz sumtymez being transparent wun bring hurt to myself..I dun mind not being happi as long as i am not hurt n i dun tink i can reappear back in there so 4get me..

Datz all i can rite fer now...Wun be updating fer quite a while...So wen i am ready i may rite again...Have fun in ur lyfe...Be true to everione...N stay happi...

~FiR~

TiMiNg Iz PaCkEd

Heyloo...Thousand apologies fer not updating my blog fer awhile now...But i oredi told ya i will be back sooner or later so here i am sitting in front of this dumb cpu riting my blog...Hehe...Erm...Not much have been happening lately...Juz the normal ME lyfe...

Yep...So i have been doing my driving course fer NS...Quite tiring and hard but worth the while...Been booking out on saturday afternoons & booking in on sunday nite...My weekends are not enuff...ARGH!!!Btw...I passed my highway code test on the second attempt with me doing bout 10 mins onli and scorin 48/50 fer it...I have learnt to drive two kind of vehicles which iz the landrover and a 3-tonner...Yep...Itz scary though coz i have to drive it on the public road with my vehice speed limit not exceeding 50km/hr...Veri slow seh...Hehe...And i passed my highway situational prob test,my parkin test & my height lashing test...Now left with TP test then i can say that my military license is in my hands...Hehe...Cannot wait fer it...

I bought a new boring hp though in earli april...Gt it fer ard $90++...Quite lousy the camera & no bluetooth but itz good i coz have MP3 & radio...I brought it to camp though even though i cnt bring a cam hp...Hehe...Thank god i gt the good progress award...Anot i wun have money to even buy a new hp...

Lyfez been good to me...Gt my nursing cert...Gt good progress award...Gt new hp...Oredi half a year in NS...Became a driver fer NS...All of it iz good...Had been coping with lyfe pretty well juz that getting more & more tired...

Sumfin i scribbled on a paper & turned cool...Change the star to she...Hehe...
~Star shine...Star bright...Star lighten up my lyfe...Star that makes me smile day n nite...
~She shine...She iz bright...She lightens up my lyfe...And she makes me smile day n nite...

Kay den...Datz all fer da post...Be back soon enuff wen i got da tyme yar...Bubbye...Take Care...

~FiR~

Something I Wrote...

I knew that special someone is finally here...
I felt that you were the one...
I am the guy you are with each tyme...
I thought love was like wonderland..
Where it is about hugs and kisses...
But the love was never meant for me...
I felt there was something amiss...
You were keeping sumfing from me...
I asked myself what it was...
Living on searching for answers...
My senses finally showed me the truth...
You were rite there cheating on me...
The truth was hurting me...
But I thought we could still be together...
Not until the day she left me...
I felt like I was stabbed in the heart...
Teardrops roll down my eyes everynite...
I wish I could end my lyfe...
My lyfe was falling apart...
I wish GOD showed me the way...
That is where i learnt about faith...
I kept myself strong somehow...
I am still believing till now...
I noe I will get back to the right path...
Someday & Somehow I will be wif sumone...
Guiding me through out of all this...